I did have feelings for you. It was just. I was going through so much shit. I had to fix myself before I could have been with anyone else. Love myself before I could have given my love to someone else. Heal myself. Be with myself. Be kind to myself. And it was nothing personal. I had to do it for me. And that was it. That's why it never work out. Why things fell apart.
Sometimes you just have to blockout everyone to fix the broken inside of you. Sometimes it's not about anyone else but you. And sometimes you just have to give yourself all the attention you need. Before giving it to someone else.